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@ Friday, December 21, 2007 | 
comment? - 0 comment(s) today wake up ate than lazed ard than go amkss.sms rochelle i don realli understand cos i thot rochelle will same stop as me but in the end she cme frm the bak?aiya heck..than she bring me in see which class i go than she put her bak than she bring me go hall.she say damn boring de true enough is realli boring lahh.tcher tok tok tok so much.than got one tcher after every sentence will say okay or k hear alr v weird...
than the concillors (don noe hw to spell lahh.my spelling sucks...)bring us go to class.lucky my class got 3 including me frm mcs de if nt i got to sit wif some unknown person XD.felt kinda awkward cos 6yrs go sch got no guys de than sudd change got guys in my class...so v not xi guan...
than wen down.rochelle hving tgr.embarrassing part...i almst out of the sch le i rmb i forget take bottle got to go bak again take..HAHA.wonder hw i can forget to take my bottle wen its so important to me.ahah..
than walk to busstop take bus go home eat than use com than slp until 6+ wake up bath watch tv eat dinner than use com again...than tok to dad on skype.was v worked up cos.. aiya oarents are so fan lahh.+ they "bribe" me.they say if i everyday pray that i can go cresent and i realli go cresent they will let me hv the 1100 sms plan..they noe i like to sms than they purposely like that.its not like i can control if i goin that sch or not lahh.if can than still can but i cnt even decide if i shld go in or not. so damn unfair lahh.wtf...than my father say that he thinks every sch is the same.like wth?he was the person hu make me go appeal de lohh.jus that its my ma hu keep fan wo now lahh.he pretend he v good like that.so unfair.i cnt wait to grow up.than can pay my own bills.now i say if exceed i pay they also don wan they say its still their money.its not lahh.is they giv me one but its up to me if i wanna spend it or save it.so its considered mine lohh...
aiya so damn fed up wif all this kind of idiotic stuff.hw cme everyone else can do i cnt?y so unfair de?y?so damn idiot lohh.its v v unfair..aiya.nxt time wen i grow up and if i hv children i wnt b like them...i try to think frm their view its also no use de..i still think they are being unreasonable...
my mother say tmr wanna bring me go see the skin doc cos my face got the white patches..ytd go my mother's fren hse the auntie say that will spread until i bcme gui..haha..she say the cream the doc giv me will bite on my skin than v painful de.i wonder...hahas.go to sch now i cnt wait to start sch alr.hahas.my father say he wan me go cresnt cos he noes im the kind of person that v easily influenced by other ppl so if i go wif some ppl (im not refering to anyone.)that the studies not v good.i will also bcme like them than bcme v stupid.its so unair..it depends on the individual if they bother to study or not it may some times link to the other ppl but if you got strong will nths impossible rite...anw,no use saying this.i doubt anyone will bother to cme and read and even pretend they care.well i realli hpe someone realli understands me or smth.
i tell my bf but i think she thinks:tell me all this for wat.ur own prob tell me also no use. i cnt do anything wat.yahh lahh quite true but...i hpe will hv someone lahh.anyone also can...haih..so pathetic lahh me...sad...
i wish that i wasnt even in this world.nobody actually appreciates my presence my existence at all...
