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@ Saturday, March 1, 2008 | 
comment? - 0 comment(s) regrets i had in life
sometimes i wish i wasnt in cgs and was in amk instead.mayb life would b beta.not so stressed,seniors i knew long ago and i would have mre tiring netball tgrs.wen the tgr is like so light i tend to think of other things which nobody wans to think of.it jus makes me not feel nice.mayb being in amk would be beta bcos i wnt have that pressure of keep thinkin i mus pass all those test even though i noe im suppose to want to pass all my test.i smth feel so stupid bcos im the last in class always.mayb in amk i wldnt be the last in my class.amk has someone whom i can really trust and rely on.mayb in amk i would be able to do well in netball.mayb i would really enjoy goin in school.there are so many mayb(s) that i think would be beta if i wen to amk...
i really regretted not joinin netball wen i was pri4 and wasting all my time in the stupid school library getting scolded by the library tcher.i wish i had joined netball wen i was in pri4 mayb even pri3.if i did so i would be a beta player than i am now.mayb my dsa to other schools would work.if i join netball earlier,i would noe the best teammates anyone could ever have even beta.i really regret not joining netball earlier.i wan to relive my whole life again.all over again.i realised i hate myself mre than i think so i think my life totally sucks.i hate myself.
sry.i dnt think anyone will understnd wat im saying,mayb only the ones that i tell everything to.but its only a mayb i guess...my life is a total failure.i dnt understnd y im even on earth wat im here for.am i only here to make ppl unhappy make ppl disappointed wif me and make myself disappointed wif myself.am i here to disrupt ppl's life or wat?i hate myself.i swear its terrible being me.its the worst thing that can happen to anyone' life.
ohwell
i guess,
god let me cme onto earth
so that he can watch me suffer..
