@ Sunday, March 16, 2008 | 9:29 PM | 
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srsly.im telling you.its not easy being me....u think i have a "happy" life and some v "nice" parents who loves me alot and pamper me.im telling u its not true.its not.i want to chnge life wif somebody but why cant it happen.its nv gonna happen.y.its so unfair.am i goin true a stage which i feel tt i dnt belong or izit real tt i really dnt belong cos its since p4 i have tried v hard.last yr aft working so hard,i got wat my parents want me to get but now,im so tired.v v v tired of carrying on living this life.my score was jus by luck.i am not fit to be in such a good sch bcos to others it is jus normal tt they have to study and have so many test.but its not for me.bcos i dnt belong to crescent.i think im not even fit to go amk.i shld jus go some sch which is specially for ppl like me or mayb im the only one tts like tt.im so tired..i cnt continue anymre.its so hard.does cutting really help?does it actually help.mayb it helps by making ur life shorter i think tts alr good en ough for me.jus make my life short i hope tmr while crossing the road on my way bak hme tts where my life will end my troubles will all be gone forever and ever and ever and i will be free frm everything...or mayb i dnt have to wait for car..rochelle im sry to disappoint u but i really cnt do it anymre.pretending tt im hppy on the ourside but hurting so much in the inside.i cnt stand it anymre.i dnt even understnd why im actually wasting my time typing this.but let me play netball and truly feel happy for the last time bfore i leave.i am happy wen i tok to u but i noe im jus irritating you jus wasting ur time jus disturbing you,i will stop frm now on.i will try to restrain myself frm tokin to u or smsing u wasting ur money.im jus living in a dream arent i?im jus dreaming tt all this stuff is happening?jus tell me i am.jus let me die.it will make everyone happier.wifout me..我只要无痛地离开这个地方。
@ Sunday, March 16, 2008 | 9:29 PM | comment? - 0 comment(s)
srsly.im telling you.its not easy being me....u think i have a "happy" life and some v "nice" parents who loves me alot and pamper me.im telling u its not true.its not.i want to chnge life wif somebody but why cant it happen.its nv gonna happen.y.its so unfair.am i goin true a stage which i feel tt i dnt belong or izit real tt i really dnt belong cos its since p4 i have tried v hard.last yr aft working so hard,i got wat my parents want me to get but now,im so tired.v v v tired of carrying on living this life.my score was jus by luck.i am not fit to be in such a good sch bcos to others it is jus normal tt they have to study and have so many test.but its not for me.bcos i dnt belong to crescent.i think im not even fit to go amk.i shld jus go some sch which is specially for ppl like me or mayb im the only one tts like tt.im so tired..i cnt continue anymre.its so hard.does cutting really help?does it actually help.mayb it helps by making ur life shorter i think tts alr good en ough for me.jus make my life short i hope tmr while crossing the road on my way bak hme tts where my life will end my troubles will all be gone forever and ever and ever and i will be free frm everything...or mayb i dnt have to wait for car..rochelle im sry to disappoint u but i really cnt do it anymre.pretending tt im hppy on the ourside but hurting so much in the inside.i cnt stand it anymre.i dnt even understnd why im actually wasting my time typing this.but let me play netball and truly feel happy for the last time bfore i leave.i am happy wen i tok to u but i noe im jus irritating you jus wasting ur time jus disturbing you,i will stop frm now on.i will try to restrain myself frm tokin to u or smsing u wasting ur money.im jus living in a dream arent i?im jus dreaming tt all this stuff is happening?jus tell me i am.jus let me die.it will make everyone happier.wifout me..我只要无痛地离开这个地方。
