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@ Monday, May 12, 2008 | 8:50 PM | comment? - 0 comment(s)
hello again.i cnt describe now.my mind's empty, my heart's empty im just empty.if only there was someone hu could really understand how i feel.all i wan is for all this to be gone.no homework nth why am i feeling this way.im depressed feeling sad for nth.lying on the bed staring out of the window only makes me feel more like this.it makes me feel sad.feels like this whole world is nth at all.if only someone really truly cared and understand.i guess i cnt really tell anyone anything.i guess i dno hu to trust anymore nowadays.everything is so superficial.it seems so fake.i rather be aslp not thinking abt all this.long and lonely bus rides are wat i yearn for now cos nobody can interrupt me.i wanna sit at the bus stop watching all the cars go past and one day die there cos there is no meaning anymore in my life.being someone whom no one cares abt.how sweet... the font is not small enough): i wan no one to read this):
im not worth to be called a netballer.sorry im disgracing all the other netballers.im sry all the coaches and all the tchers.sorry all my netball seniors my ex teammates my now teammates.im sorry the whole world for being such a disgracing human.im such an idiot.
end my life now please.thnks.the tears are stuck inside cos i dnt dare to show anyone.my family are such "understanding" ppl.why am i not allowed to be the real self.why does my home bcme just a place i stay for the night.its not a real hme anymore.no warmth no love.nth. only ppl being bias everything is my fault.izit my fault tht i have bcme such a failure.i guess so. well i guess my life is meaningless now.

hello i realise tht no one can ever ever say ily to me and truly truly really mean it.even my family cnt do tht.and they have nv ever tried anw...i rather be far away frm my family but noe tht they really love me than near my family but noe tht they dnt care and bother abt u.

guess i'll always be just a junior and not a fren u can confide in.thnks alot for everything anyway.