@ Friday, May 16, 2008 | 8:06 PM | 
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i have just realised i lost the someone i trusted the most.so now all things are in me and only me and i wont be the same anymore so yeah.dnt ask me if im sad or wat cos how do u expect me to ans you?"oh im very sad.cos blah blah" yeah right man.i haven been jealous in a long time and i hate tht its bak.oh well i beta get over it soon.or i'll hate myself which i already do so..i will hate myself even more.which is quite good cos look at this.I WANNA DIE.sorry u were confident in changin me.i have not changed yet.im bcming stubborn.im learning to hate.which is not a good thing i noe but i cnt help it.everything i wanna say is kept inside me cos im afraid of ppl's impression of me.idc now cos no one really cares much abt me anw,i believe this to be true.shudup monique u are such an idiot.ohkay im leaving.btw,i invite you to my funeral-on the 25th of may which was once supposed to be a happy day but not now and not forever anymore.I HATE MYSELF.thnks alot.im bcming a totally changed person i noe it too.i cnt help it.if you REALLY care save me.thnks huever tries to PRETEND to care.thnks ALOT.
@ Friday, May 16, 2008 | 8:06 PM | comment? - 0 comment(s)
i have just realised i lost the someone i trusted the most.so now all things are in me and only me and i wont be the same anymore so yeah.dnt ask me if im sad or wat cos how do u expect me to ans you?"oh im very sad.cos blah blah" yeah right man.i haven been jealous in a long time and i hate tht its bak.oh well i beta get over it soon.or i'll hate myself which i already do so..i will hate myself even more.which is quite good cos look at this.I WANNA DIE.sorry u were confident in changin me.i have not changed yet.im bcming stubborn.im learning to hate.which is not a good thing i noe but i cnt help it.everything i wanna say is kept inside me cos im afraid of ppl's impression of me.idc now cos no one really cares much abt me anw,i believe this to be true.shudup monique u are such an idiot.ohkay im leaving.btw,i invite you to my funeral-on the 25th of may which was once supposed to be a happy day but not now and not forever anymore.I HATE MYSELF.thnks alot.im bcming a totally changed person i noe it too.i cnt help it.if you REALLY care save me.thnks huever tries to PRETEND to care.thnks ALOT.
