@ Tuesday, June 10, 2008 | 9:42 PM | 
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today i woke up late so didnt eat proper breakfast or lunch.finish eating alr,did the points of summary but nv do the summary lahh.then i use com awhile as in surf the net cos i use com to do homework as well.then i thot the maths need shinglee wkbk2 so i ask qijun if can borrow frm her.end up i smsed nicole and realised tht they type wrongly cos wen qijun say she dnt have,i suspect its sec2 one.i think its sec2 one right? then i did my maths lohh.
i took a break wen thomson plaza wif my grandma cos she wanted to buy some stuff and i go and help her carry stuff.i wonder why i bother to help her at all sometimes.and then bought a ruler for my kaka cos she goin bak and she wants to give her son tht wen he is starting pri sch this july.
cme hme continued doin my maths.but until now stil haven finish doin it.im really distracted.i guess i just do not have enough discipline.
i was feeling achieved today until someone said tht i had been playing the whole day.i wasnt i was really doin my work.i even bothered to help my bro wif his work.sometimes even though i put in alot of effort to prove them wrong.they stil do not believe me.i did not lie to them tht i have done my homework ever bfore.if i have not finished my work,i will either tell them the truth or not tell them but i have never lied to them tht i have finished my homework just to use the com.i have always studied hard and listen to them.even wen they wrongly accused me,i just kept quiet cos there was nth i could really do.but now i really had had enough.they dnt believe me its ohkay but they stil have to scold me.its so unfair.and just bcos she was in bad mood doesnt mean tht she has to put everyone in a bad mood.she herself is so self-centered but she stil can say tht i am a selfish person,i am a rude person,i do not listen to her.i have been listening to her for the past 12yrs of my life even though i noe and i was very sure tht i was right.i didnt dare to tok bak to her.or in the right way,explain to her the truth bcos she always thinks she is right,she never gives anyone the chance to explain.my whole family is a bunch of --.they only think of themselves.wen my grandma wanted to go to tp,nobody offered to help her or even accompany her.i bothered to go wif her.wen she bought so many things even a watermelon i was the one helping her carry tht all the way home.she just walked happily wifout bothering to ask me if i needed help.just bcos im a girl doesnt mean im obligated to help her.i helped her cos i cared.but she will make me get scolded make me unhappy every chance she gets.why is it like tht?and i guess no one would really care abt me.even my bestfriend,i treat her like one but i noe tht obviously im just a friend to her at most a good fren.i guess wen i go holiday,nobody really missed me.they just said it cos thts like courtesy nowadays.no one really means it wen they say smth.but she is my bestfriend and will always be bcos i guess she really understands me.idk.
@ Tuesday, June 10, 2008 | 9:42 PM | comment? - 0 comment(s)
today i woke up late so didnt eat proper breakfast or lunch.finish eating alr,did the points of summary but nv do the summary lahh.then i use com awhile as in surf the net cos i use com to do homework as well.then i thot the maths need shinglee wkbk2 so i ask qijun if can borrow frm her.end up i smsed nicole and realised tht they type wrongly cos wen qijun say she dnt have,i suspect its sec2 one.i think its sec2 one right? then i did my maths lohh.
i took a break wen thomson plaza wif my grandma cos she wanted to buy some stuff and i go and help her carry stuff.i wonder why i bother to help her at all sometimes.and then bought a ruler for my kaka cos she goin bak and she wants to give her son tht wen he is starting pri sch this july.
cme hme continued doin my maths.but until now stil haven finish doin it.im really distracted.i guess i just do not have enough discipline.
i was feeling achieved today until someone said tht i had been playing the whole day.i wasnt i was really doin my work.i even bothered to help my bro wif his work.sometimes even though i put in alot of effort to prove them wrong.they stil do not believe me.i did not lie to them tht i have done my homework ever bfore.if i have not finished my work,i will either tell them the truth or not tell them but i have never lied to them tht i have finished my homework just to use the com.i have always studied hard and listen to them.even wen they wrongly accused me,i just kept quiet cos there was nth i could really do.but now i really had had enough.they dnt believe me its ohkay but they stil have to scold me.its so unfair.and just bcos she was in bad mood doesnt mean tht she has to put everyone in a bad mood.she herself is so self-centered but she stil can say tht i am a selfish person,i am a rude person,i do not listen to her.i have been listening to her for the past 12yrs of my life even though i noe and i was very sure tht i was right.i didnt dare to tok bak to her.or in the right way,explain to her the truth bcos she always thinks she is right,she never gives anyone the chance to explain.my whole family is a bunch of --.they only think of themselves.wen my grandma wanted to go to tp,nobody offered to help her or even accompany her.i bothered to go wif her.wen she bought so many things even a watermelon i was the one helping her carry tht all the way home.she just walked happily wifout bothering to ask me if i needed help.just bcos im a girl doesnt mean im obligated to help her.i helped her cos i cared.but she will make me get scolded make me unhappy every chance she gets.why is it like tht?and i guess no one would really care abt me.even my bestfriend,i treat her like one but i noe tht obviously im just a friend to her at most a good fren.i guess wen i go holiday,nobody really missed me.they just said it cos thts like courtesy nowadays.no one really means it wen they say smth.but she is my bestfriend and will always be bcos i guess she really understands me.idk.
