monique

Damsel in distress

2011-09-03T22:53:00.002+08:00

"Live each day as if it's your last', that was the conventional advice, but really, who had the energy for that? What if it rained or you felt a bit glandy? It just wasn't practical. Better by far to simply try and be good and courageous and bold and to make a difference. Not change the world exactly, but the bit around you. Go out there with your passion and your electric typewriter and work hard at... something. Change lives through art maybe. Cherish your friends, stay true to your principles, live passionately and fully and well. Experience new things. Love and be loved, if you ever get the chance.

One Day, David Nicholls

ghosts

2011-08-31T22:10:00.003+08:00

ugly,so so ugly.

everything is haunting me, everyday.

kick you throw you smack you

please go away you make me wanna cry.

I wish everything were just like in the books.

But, that's just a wish right,

never gonna happen.

go away now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

forever and ever and ever.

ugh.

What makes you beautiful

2011-08-26T00:00:00.003+08:00

I love,

Going to thrift stores

Buying new books

Listening to slow songs

Walking around on a windy day

Eating frozen yogurt

Maybe,kind of, almost, studying.

Singing in the shower

Reading books and doing nothing else at all

Sitting down and watching people

Being in starbucks

Seeing cute couples

Meeting friends coincidentally

Pretty people

Nice old people

Cute kiddies who smile at you

Staying up late

Being alone at home

Walking around in a bookstore

I am thankful!

2011-07-20T20:19:00.002+08:00

"I mean perfect is a lot to expect from something, right? We all have our faults"

"It's not about us, " I said gently, "it's a toaster"

"It doesn't matter," she sat back in her chair.

"if something doesn't work exactly right, or maybe needs some special treatment, you don't just throw it away. Everything can't be fully operational all the time. Sometimes, we need to have the patience to give something the little nudge it needs."

"to jiggy eleven," I said

"exactly," she said, pointing at me with her spoon.

"see, colie, it's about understanding. We're all worth something." For Mira, there was no lost causes.

Everything, and everyone, had it's purpose. The rest of the world, too often, might have missed that.

- Sarah Dessen, Keeping the moon

The sky's still blue, & my hope is in You

2011-07-13T21:41:00.002+08:00

Horrible few weeks, but everything will get better!

Thankful for the friends that I have,

and my family.

Thankful for the chances and opportunities that I've had

Thankful for the blue skies, and thankful for You.

"Be strong and of good courage, do not fear nor be afraid of them;

for the Lord your God, He is the One who goes with you.

He will not leave you nor forsake you."

Deuteronomy 31:6

i remember,

2011-07-05T19:38:00.000+08:00

reminds me.

Last lap of this race. We're all gonna finish this well.

2011-05-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

what in the world am i doing now?

Happiness, hit her like a train on a track

2011-05-14T00:42:00.002+08:00

Find the time:

Time to read

to smell the flowers

to paint your dreams

to have coffee with a friend

to watch a movie

to write a letter

to take a walk

to go somewhere special

to really be with the person you love

or even do nothing for awhile.

I love

when our papers ended today i felt like

first:

then:

I'm excited for chinese intensives although i think i might die

due to the massive amount of chinese words i'm gonna have to read

and write. I kind of hope I will do well...yknow.

Everybody should watch Thor because it's a nice show.

& look at the sky whenever there's a window or you're outside.

okay bb.

fun fun fun!

2011-04-15T20:48:00.003+08:00

I had so much fun today!!!! only 3 hours of school yipeeee!!

Painting banner, pumping water balloons, water spraying everywhere,

paint staining every part of me, carrying chairs, carrying water balloons,

helping the last stall aunty(WOOHOO SUPA FUN) and doing all kinds of funny things.

I wanna work for the drink stall aunty even tho my math sux,

& I caused the queue to become super long because of my slow calculation.

It's so fun working with and for her!!

& I made a new friend and we had fun clearing the rubbish for aunty,

and she pushed me on the trolley!!

I'm tired, and I only had 2 meals today coz i forgot to eat. BUT YAY!!!!

I really need to pack up my table and shelves. but......

I really wanna try this because I've never tried it before someone buy for me please!!

if everyday was like today!!!

just coz i like this pix it's so funny.

okay hehe bb.

people

2011-03-31T22:00:00.002+08:00

I've been so angry and sad and worried lately.

I think I am going crazy, I really hope that I will someday do well

Maybe, miraculously even in physics.

I pray that all the sec4s survive this year and we all come out of this battle

stronger than ever.

I am extremely thankful for those who constantly encourage me,

those who sit around me in class,

whom I only see twice a week during the weekends,

whom I don't even talk to in real life

and my teaaaaam.

Okay goodbye.

2011-03-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

what do you see when you see me

kidsssss

2011-02-25T23:56:00.003+08:00

it's a beautiful night,

2011-02-25T23:50:00.001+08:00

i love fridays!

2011-01-08T20:53:00.003+08:00

Seeing the world through different eyes. This time with God in my life.

HAPPY 2011 EVERYONE. I know I'm late but better late than never :)

School's been stressful and v tiring but I am still joyful. And I will remain so~

Small things like helping an old lady really brings joy to my heart. I hope

that by doing so, it brings joy to her as well. I love old people they are so cutesy.

Just like little kids :):):)

This week, I am thankful for:

1) The new year!

2) My new tablemates and new seat

3) The people who sit around me

4) The cactus that is hopefull still alive!

5) My teammates

6) The weekends

7) Two people who bring joy to me everyday

8) Strength to go through the whole week

9) For keeping my new year resolution of not falling asleep in class

10) For campfire night

11) For ypg and choir today

12) And the people whom I can share my week with, and laugh/talk/have fun with no matter what time it is and what we are doing. I love my batch kiddies :)

13) And simply for having this week, and getting through this week.

14) Looking forward to the week ahead.

My wish for everyone this year,

May God bless all of you for the week ahead! Woohoo~~~

Shine a light

2010-12-17T01:01:00.002+08:00

Looks like christmassss, 1 more week!

Had a greaaaaat day with my team although I got injured again as usual HAHAH.

Sigh what can I say man~

Rainbowsss woohoooo okay bb everyone enjoy the remaining hol time!

Arms that hold the universe

2010-12-12T22:53:00.002+08:00

I miss uk, I miss korea but most of all I miss youth conference.

It has impacted me so muchhhhh I am so determined!

Cannot wait for christmas everyone woohoooooo how's life?

Okay I have nothing else to say HAHAHA.

Goodbye mwah!

uk uk uk uk

2010-11-21T00:49:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone I love UK :)

Lotsa shopping + talking + having fun + being free like a bird in a blue sky~~

Poetry is quite fun! HAHA.

Everyone should watch

harmony!!!

I cried like maddd Jolene too & the air stewardess thought something happened!

Ramona and beezus!

This made me cry too. HAHAHA. Okay lamez.

OKAY WOOHOO I LOVE YOUKAY :)

Not all who wander are lost,

2010-10-22T20:45:00.005+08:00

Life is too short to keep worrying about things. Embarrass yourself, have fun, take time to love those who love you and forget about those who don't. Don't regret anything you have done, instead embrace it and try harder the next time. If you get a chance, grab it. Eat whatever you want, love whoever you want, pray as much as you can, play as though there's no tomorrow. Be grateful for things you have and never take anything for granted. Nobody said life would be easy, they just said it'd be worth it.

"We close our eyes when we pray, cry, dream, hug and kiss because we know that the most beautiful things in life are not seen, but felt by the heart"

-Hellen Keller

she's got a love like woe,

2010-10-20T21:24:00.001+08:00

I love Gleeeeee~ Makes me happy HAHA.

& I love Harry Shum Jr~~~ Wooyeaaa

Goodluck for results everyone!!!

2010-10-14T23:38:00.002+08:00

SO NICE.

HI EVERYONE HAPPY AFTER-EXAMS :)

TODAY WAS A HAPPY DAY

TOMORROW WILL BE A HAPPIER DAY YIPEEE

I LOVE EVERYONE MWAH,

THANKS ALINA & TIFFS FOR TODAY!

2010-10-13T20:56:00.002+08:00

Today I met cute kids and embarrassed myself like crazy

But it was a good day~

One more dayyyy I have made a list of things that I am going to do after exams yay~

I am going to watch,read,eat,pray,talk, and many many thingsssss

CANNOT WAIT YAYYYY.

this is so cute, reminds me of my annoying brotherrrrrr.

YAY OKAY GOODBYE I'M STILL NOT DONE WITH STUPZ MATH AND AND AND

LITTTT CRUCIBLES YIPEE LAST DAY :)

GOODLUCK EVERYONE

Just the way you are

2010-10-02T22:54:00.002+08:00

I will trust in You.

It's great how just a simple Thank you! or a smile can brighten up your day.

I love little kids or old people they make me happy!!!

Church tomorrow yay!

& I really cannot wait for exams to be over so many things I have already planned to do yipeeee

Okay, goodbye & study hard everyone!

2010-09-16T22:42:00.001+08:00

Do I make a difference?

2010-09-07T00:04:00.004+08:00

I AM THANKFUL.

for Fridays, Little kids

Friends & Family.

HAPPY HOLS EVERYONE, WORK HARD

WE CAN DO THIS :)

2010-08-29T22:34:00.001+08:00

“Hold on to what is good, even if it’s a handful of earth. Hold on to what you believe, even if it’s a tree that stands by itself. Hold on to what you must do, even if it’s a long way from here. Hold on to your faith, even if it’s easier to let go.”

2010-08-29T21:05:00.002+08:00

Funny how you can complain about someone because they keep trying to talk to you.

and then miss them when they stop cause you've been so mean to them.

Monday blues because there's school tomorrow & i have a mountain of work to overcome

because I haven't touched work at all the whole weekend :(

I am such a procrastinator someone please help me.

Can't wait for tuesday + Wednesday + Friday!

What dreams are made of

2010-08-23T12:51:00.005+08:00

Friday was house + fried potatos @ secret hideout w/ Wenqi + cine-plaza sing, midnight movie (step up 3d) w/Geralding + more fried potatos, the auntie actually remembered me HAHA. I love step up 3d!! Actually I don't like the 3d part, annoying thingy but it was the only one with available tix.

Saturday training + long talks, ypg + choir, fried rice paradise w/ Geraldine + makan with fam and cousins. There was a technical difficulty half way thru the musical but it was really cool I thought it was a joke @ firsttttt! & they really gave out free spices!!!

Sunday church then auntie's house. It was my sleeping day :)

Elearning todayyyyy, I don't like elearning :(

I hope this week passes quickly, can't wait for the weekends again!

Would she know?

2010-08-14T01:37:00.003+08:00

" i'm crazy about her but she'll never know~"

Omg, i love this songgggg HAHA. But it's by sezairi wtvvv HAHAHA.

He might just be the most successful sgidol :l

Sigh, 1.35am doing emath and champ sem proposal, I'M HUNGRY~~

okay bye hehe

2010-08-06T20:20:00.000+08:00

Please tell me what am i suppose to do.

2010-08-01T21:00:00.002+08:00

2010-07-30T14:28:00.001+08:00

Arthur: Quick, give me a kiss.
Ariadne: They’re still looking at us.
Arthur: Well, it was worth a shot.

Who made you king of anything?

2010-07-20T22:45:00.003+08:00

Hi~ How's life,

Mine's really good :)

Miss all of you~~~~

Crezawards was greaaat :)

I have become more hardworking HAHA no more overdue work so proud of me
Training has been really good I love the team thanks everyone
I became more confident of myself and wore a skirt HAHAHA
I really really love church, I am so thankful that I am able to go
So glad we don't have to "fight" with the other CCAs for space now that olevel oral is over~
I think I am falling sick :(
Racial Harmony was fun! Miss the clique like siao! Lunch soon woohoo~
Okay enough of procrastination, I need to go and do chinese again lamez I cannot understand the stupz thingy :(:(:(
& I have to write like 1000 words coz i didn't get 80% for tingxie
I really really don't like tingxieeeee

Bye~

HI TWIN

2010-06-17T00:34:00.003+08:00

HI TWIN MISS YOU COME BACK SOON.

SHADES OF MAY

2010-06-05T22:57:00.005+08:00

MAY

15th May, Joyce's birthday. Stupz Wenqi still hasn't sent me the pictures so this is the only one i've got HAHA. It's so nice. Had a great day. Went to Joyce's house to surprise her, she seriously got a shock!! Hehe so fun! Then went to plaza sing for groceries shopping! Spent like 50bux plusplus. Then went to botanical gardens for picnic. GREAT FUN WOOHOOOO.

16th May, SALA'S BIRTHDAY(sarah). Went out with tiffs and al, for shopping hehe :)

Had a great day yay~ But no pix!

19th May, had interhouse gamesssss, great fun. Even tho it was raining. Played rotunda broken telephone! I'm sorry I have no pix again, was having too much fun playing.

20th May, Mummy's birthday! Had dinz at ikea, no pix again HAHA. Sorry.

22n May, Went for 2 fleas with Geraldine. First time I went to a flea!!! So funxzxzxz. But I didn't get anything la duh.

25th May~ Was a great day! Although we had to stay back in school for leadership camp planning till super late, and had to go to plaza sing to buy stuff for the leadership camp. HAHA.

Oh, & I got kidnapped by the team early in the morning! And Frances made me walk in circles, and they greeted a teacher WHILE I WAS BLINDFOLDED wonder which teacher it was. BUT, THANKS GUYS :) & I had to write a composition about an unusual incident, which I have yet to complete :/ ANYWAY. Thank you everyone for all the stuff :)

26th & 27th May, Sec1 Leadership camp! Hehe, my cutesy group. Hahaha. Had lots of fun, running here and there and everywhere. Had lots of fun planning the whole camp with exco even tho we had to stay up till the AMs, & die in class the next day~ Especially during the debate courses.

27th May- 28th May, sleepover @ Alina's! Watched princess diaries and blahblah I think I posted about this before HAHA.

29th May, HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA & secret training with team!

Leadership assessment on monday + training! Got treated pizza for lunch woohoo :)

END OF MAY! Actually, I have no idea why I posted about May since it's already June, but it was a great one month!! :)

PS, sorry about the huge pictures~ I stole them from facebook. Cause I was too lazy to upload and you can just copy and paste from facebook :)

california gurls we're unforgettable

2010-05-31T22:55:00.002+08:00

HI~ today was a good day! The last few days have been great too~~~ woohoo!

Went for sleepover @ alina's house on thursday night! We wanted to watch romance ... so we went to borrow movies! BUT. we are UNDERAGE. So.. we ended up with TOOTHFAIRY AND PRINCESS AND THE FROG. HAHAHA. Like fabulous~ But, it was still great fun :) Watched princess dairies with Aaron, Audrey, Alina, Alyssa and Sarah. ALL THE As HAHAHA.

hehe audrey and aaron so cutesy. We watched toothfairy till 2am. & we woke up at 8. Al told me I kicked her in the middle of the night. HAHAHA. sorry al :)

Went for The Last Song with the team the next day~~~

so many tix!

our really sexy picture HAHAHA.

Had secret training @ secret location the next day. HAHAHA.

Went for lunch @ pizzahut yay :)

Then I had tuition and blahblahblah.

Sunday, went to fawn's house for a swim woohoo :) lovely. 30 laps within 30minutes, so proud of myself & my cousin HAHAHAH.

Today~

Reached school @ 745. Wenqi was early for the first time ever ever ever.

Packed pe room, went up to pat for evaluation. Woohoo great fun up there, raping, spinning arm wrestling, dancing whatever and anything you can think of! Upload pictures soon :)Then, we went for training.Hehe shorty gang forever. Left school really late and was late for math tuition.

Can't wait for tomorrow :) & the day after tomorrow! woohoo. Okay bye. I am going to shuijiao now.

2010-05-29T00:58:00.000+08:00

great week :)

more pictures soon~~~~~~~

picture day

2010-05-23T18:46:00.002+08:00

I have never used crezmail so much in my life!! HAHA.

& I absolutely hate wet weather :(

Just went to macritchie with the fam, raced with my brother and he cheated!!!

Good dinner tonight for early celebration, because I'm having math tuition on tuesday night.

What funnnnnn! I'm going to sleep early today because I didn't get enough sleep last night :(

I'm going to shower now bye~

God put a smile on your face,

2010-05-23T03:03:00.002+08:00

I miss 2G3 so much :( HAHAH. I think it's the late night that's making me like that.

3 am in the mornz!

Hi twin, miss you too, we need to go shopping soon HAHAHA

& buy our cotton on shorts!

& 1111 bdiv hahaha we look so cutesy here :)

Don't worry bdiv(now) HAHA love you guys too we need an outing so we can take pix :)

& i'm going to really really sleep now.. 310. gnight!

my first kiss went a little like this,

2010-05-23T02:03:00.003+08:00

omg so cool, google is so cool :)

Had pasta for both lunch and dinz today :)
fled for a flea @ cityhall!
ate durian icecream, yumz :)
went to 313, then ion then home.
shopping without spending, i'm so sad:(
chem was great fun, couldnt stop laughing, as usual. Got a sweet to make me stop laughing!
watched failure to launch during break
stayed up till.. now to do admin
FINALLY DONE :)
going to sj now~~ yay!
great fun talking to moo HAHAHA. inside joke~

God must have spent a little more time on you,

2010-05-22T00:38:00.002+08:00

I'm going to reduce my L1R5 for final years by alotalot!

Whole week has been............. staying late at school for exco meetings and everything.

I have practically no life :( need to go for a movie soon!

Watched Gossip Girl today, i'm still @ season 2, sigh! Have to watch glee + antm + abdc. Yay~

Hope I won't have to go for too many dates with Mr Keong during the holidays!

C W Q owes me pictures!!! For like super duper extremely long.

Aww, always knew she loved me! HAHA. Thanks for the great bus rides too.

& Thanks Claris too mwahmwah.

Okay I am going to sleep now haven't been sleeping enough the past few days.

2010-05-17T21:24:00.002+08:00

“At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone or something, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, & it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, & what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.”

Can't fight the moonlight

2010-05-15T22:52:00.001+08:00

Today was a good day :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE!

2010-05-07T21:04:00.001+08:00

WHERE'D YOU GO?

2010-05-05T00:37:00.001+08:00

so cute hehe

SIGH

1235 already :( but I can't sleep!! & i'm charging my stuff so my tpc isn't turned off

so convenient :)

Start of mid years tomorrow & i am still not asleep aaaah kill me now.

OKAY gnight bye~

disappointment

2010-05-02T21:15:00.002+08:00

"sometimes we attach ourselves too closely to people and when they are gone,

a part of us will be gone too"

I never never never ever expected anything like that to happen, of course like who would.

I know what it's like to be disappointed, but not this way.

I am so so so disappointed because I was there but now, it's as if i meant nothing at all.

You lied lied lied lieddddddddddddd. I am so angry :(

"Is it a habit of yours, falling off stuff?"

"Well, usually there's someone there to catch me~"

- Enchanted~

I LOVE ENCHANTED :):):)

2010-05-02T00:35:00.002+08:00

Day 02 — Your favorite movie

(500) days of summer~ The girl's so pretty & the guy's so cute :) joycelyn would agree with me!

Day 03 — Your favorite television program

I like ghost whisperer :)

they make it look so scary,but it's actually really touching~

Day 04 — Your favorite book

My Sister's Keeper.. I guess. But I have so many favourite books!

& it's from ... Clarice & Diana or something HAHA.

Day 05 — Your favorite quote

I have no favourite quote cause I like quotes :)

"Promise me you’ll always remember: you’re braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think." - Winnie the Pooh

Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy

Something that I like?

My team~~~ Miss everyone :(

30 day challenge!

2010-04-25T17:39:00.001+08:00

Day 01- Your favourite song

Best years of our lives

2010-04-25T15:25:00.001+08:00

2010-04-25T12:22:00.001+08:00

most unproductive weekend ever :(

can we stop the world from turning,

2010-04-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

I need 11:11 to grant my wish. Please :(

2010-04-23T21:31:00.001+08:00

do you remember

2010-04-21T21:29:00.002+08:00

You promised me

Empty promises

It’s the ones you thought would be there forever and will never say goodbye, that can easily disappear in a blink of an eye.

I apologize if I'm giving up too easily. I just don't have the strength to fight anymore.

I’m not going to spend my life chasing people. You wanna leave? Fine then, go ahead. 'Cause I’m done with chasing and caring for people who never had interest in me. Nothing lasts and people change. I’ve learned love is hard and life is strange.

(via 365 thoughts)

2010-04-20T22:23:00.002+08:00

I am so tired everyday :(

I am sleeping early today :)

Goodnight mwah~

2010-04-19T22:30:00.001+08:00

2010-04-18T22:48:00.002+08:00

“At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don’t keep other people out, they fence you in. Life is messy, that’s how we’re made. So you can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines that are way too dangerous to cross. Here’s what I know. If you’re willing to throw caution to the wind and take a chance, the view from the other side… is spectacular.”

—	Grey’s Anatomy

2010-04-15T22:56:00.001+08:00

“Sometimes it seems safer to hold it all in, where the only person who can judge is yourself.”

—	Sarah Dessen

2010-04-14T22:36:00.000+08:00

I will make it. I will surely make it.

I will survive!

The only exception

2010-04-13T22:59:00.002+08:00

But darling, you are the only exception~

I am so tired, someone please save me :(

2010-04-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

I don't understand why everytime something goes wrong it's my fault. It's me not putting in any effort. It's me not doing anything about it. Why I hate it okay seriouslyyyyyyyyy pungsai :(

Why is it that everyone thinks I'm just blur, I don't understand anything. Why not try explaining it to me? I hate school, it's monday tomorrow and I am not looking forward to it.at.all.

2010-04-11T00:41:00.001+08:00

“In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you. The right person will still think the sun shines out your ass. That’s the kind of person worth sticking with.”

—

Juno

2010-04-05T22:54:00.000+08:00

but everything seems like it's getting better~

:) I hope this week goes well!

2010-03-30T21:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAMMI

MONKEY BUDDY FOREVER LUV U MWAHHHH.

(hope you like your present!! hehe)

2010-03-29T21:57:00.001+08:00

It’s funny how we ignore the little things in life and never take the time to appreciate it. But when it’s finally up and rolling, that’s when we begin chasing it.

365thoughts.tumblr.

2010-03-28T22:53:00.001+08:00

all the time. why?

2010-03-21T21:00:00.001+08:00

i love geraldine ng zhi xin

TEAM

2010-03-15T23:43:00.001+08:00

/insert picture here soon hehe.

I cried so much today my eyeballs are gonna fall out hehe. my eyes are so painfullllll HAHA.
I loveeeeeeeeeee my team very very very much and mere words cannot express this HAHAH wow so cheem horhorhor.
& everything's gonna be so so so extremely different now but I know we're gonna be okay!!
11 of us forever and ever and ever in my hearttttt plus ms lin = 12 woohooooooooooooooooooooooo.

& thank you so much for everyone else in my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
whether i still talk to you or not cause you have made a difference(:

2010-03-14T23:29:00.002+08:00

I really hope that this week will be a fabbbbb week!

A week that's gonna be very very different from the past few daysssss!

I'm really glad that it's gonna be a busy week :)

Training tomorrow~~ Goodnight!

2010-03-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

“Too many people are searching. Searching for each other. Searching for their selves. Searching for something lost, in hopes of getting it back again. And many are searching for happiness. What I say is that whatever your searching for, don’t. Chances are it’s gonna come back to you on it’s own. If it really belonged to you, it will come back. Fate has it’s way in the oddest places.”

Heheheeee today's training was super super funnnn :) intervals for warm up then normal stufff. & full court game!!!!!!!! Miss sarah frances siti thenghui michelle jiawen desiree very very very much ): can't wait for tomorrow!! Then we can do jimmy jump shot HAHA. School was like pungsai today ):

Oh noooo need to do zuowen and 2 compos by tmr and i haven't even started i am really very good!

Yesterday's leadership booster course was really good. very touching and meaningful hehe.

Thanks everyoneeeee love you forever. Good if you got a ribbon <> & if i didn't give you, i really really appreciate everyone of youuuuuuu. You make a difference in my life!!! Big big big difference.

okay i think i'll go do amath and my ecareer worksheet and .. maybe english i dunno. BUT I'M REALLY HUNGRY OH MAN):

2010-03-10T22:35:00.001+08:00

close near far further gone

drift away~~~

solid, like a rock

2010-03-07T22:05:00.001+08:00

I wish I could read minds.

your light is ultraviolet

2010-03-07T00:56:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes in life there really are bonds that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but there's also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing beside you all along"

— Marion St. Claire, Bride Wars

ready to fall

2010-03-05T23:03:00.002+08:00

Alice in wonderland today~~ with Alina Joan Gina and Yunhui!I like the characters and all but not so much of the movie HAHAH.Too much slaying of heads and poking eyeballs, seriously!!!

Went back for peer leading duty, wasn't as fun as the last one!!

I'm gonna sleep early today and wake up late tomorrow~~~~~~~~

I still miss training ): & training's gonna start on Monday, & there's only gonna be like 4 of us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aaaaah.

Okay bye~

2010-03-04T21:46:00.002+08:00

Common tests are overrrrrr yay!!

Yesterday we sat at macs for 5hours, walked around queensway. Went to clarke quay for stickys. Walked to the fire station, ROM and went walking around Fort Canning Park. Yay very fun!! Today, chem+history jazz dance(!!!!) it was so funnnn :) walked around everywhere sakae and continued walking around everywhere!!! Tomorrow, learning journey, maybe catch a movie and peer leading! Yayyyy.

But i'm having sore throat and flu now sobbbb. I hope I don't get a fever or anything cause it usually comes in a package sob. Okay byeeeee~ mwah.

2010-03-03T22:59:00.001+08:00

2 more papers!!! & common tests are over!!! yayyyyy!!

& good job hockeyyyyyy hehehe

I'm slow yes cause I dunno how softball did someone update me.

Today was sucha bad day I felt so gross the whole day):

& I spent so much money yuxxxx

Okay whatever I'm gonna sleep now, on my history powerpack + chem notes.

So that the information can diffuse from a higher concentration to a lower concentration.

Bye!!!

superflouous

2010-02-28T21:10:00.002+08:00

Woke up extremely early on Saturday, totally excited cause first thought " woohoo training!!" but no......... no training. life sucks without training I should have been out having fun with netballersssss yesterday instead of studying ss & physics sigh.

Studied SS and abit of physics. Kinematics isn't really thaaat hard when you self-study. It's only confusing when you listen to the teacher talk HAHA. Finished reading handle with care....... I love Jodi Picoult :) I really hope i'll pass ss tomorrow........ failed both graded assignments ughhhh. Can't wait to see Tiffanie's planner tomorrow~~ Monologue rocks.

Today's moon is really pretty. & I ate expired cheese with spaghetti for dinner, hope I don't die or something, no ls or ps HAHA. Paper in the hall tomorrow, scary. I have a pimple, commontest stressssssssssss. I'm gonna sleep early tonight to prevent myself from sleeping during chinese paper tomorrow :) & happy birthday faaaather.

Can't wait for commontests to be over ;)

2010-02-26T21:26:00.001+08:00

“Maybe I would have protected my heart from some things, but would that really have been better? To hold myself apart because I was too scared that something might not be forever.”

—	Sarah Dessen, This Lullaby

2010-02-25T21:02:00.000+08:00

Life sucks):

2010-02-24T22:30:00.001+08:00

"I think we spend too much time wondering why we’re not good enough. We spend too much time overanalyzing, over-thinking, and overreacting. We waste too much time putting ourselves down, so much that we don’t ever stop to see that well, we are good enough. You are good enough. Always remember that."

-via runawaytrain

ONE BIG FAMILY, FOREVER&EVER

2010-02-21T22:08:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW'S OUR LAST GAME

WE'LL GIVE IT OUR BEST RIGHT TEAM WOOHOOOOO

LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE MAD

DON'T BE SAD CAUSE

WE'LL BE A FAMILY FOREVER AND ALWAYS, ALWAYS AND FOREVER

MWAHHHHHHHHHHH :)

2010-02-17T22:21:00.001+08:00

Together we came this far

I love you guyssssssssssssssss forever and ever and ever x10000000.

2010-02-16T21:54:00.003+08:00

HI GUYS WE CAN DO IT

I BELIEVE IN US. we r special!

being part of something special makes us special.

2010-02-08T23:06:00.001+08:00

yes we can

2010-02-08T20:30:00.001+08:00

We'll be the best ever and it isn't just blind faith~

Sometimes I think too much

2010-02-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

The same sun that melts the wax hardens the clay.

-quote on an obs tree

I just know we'll make it. I'm sure we can do it.

Let's do our best.

2010-01-31T23:24:00.001+08:00

i'll miss my bed):

Bye~ off to obs for 5 days ^^

TGIF

2010-01-29T22:34:00.003+08:00

In the face of true love, you don’t just give up. Even if the object of your affection is begging you to.

Netball week is ending soon): I don't want it to end. Had so much fun!!! Monday match, tuesday match, wednesday match, thursday training. House jam + dinner w/ Siti Sarah & Sabrina. Dinner was so funny manxz. With the tall man & walking to the wrong places. Laughed so hard luv it!

Went for prata after match on Wednesday~ It was damn funny!!!! 2bux in the curry & weird people asking us for bibs??? Yesterday, fluffy clouds = flouds. Have been sleeping for 8 hours every night i'm so happy!!!!

ANYWAY, TGIF MAN. Obs is just next week, wonder how it'll be. Today was (Y) but weird, see you soon bye~

2010-01-24T13:32:00.001+08:00

2010-01-24T13:12:00.002+08:00

We're united even in our wishes.

Netball week next week!

Monday match with First Toa Payoh, Tuesday training with HCJC, Wednesday match with Outram, Thursday training, Saturday training.

I can't wait! Everyday I can't wait for the time spent with the team. Lovely~~~~

I'm gonna complete my forever overdue work right now, to prevent it from being anymore overdue :l

2010-01-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

“What is family? They were the people who claimed you. In good, in bad, in parts or in whole, they were the ones who showed up, who stayed in there, regardless. It wasn’t just about blood relations or shared chromosomes, but something wider, bigger. We had many families over time. Our family of origin, the family we created, and the groups you moved through while all of this was happening: friends, lovers, sometimes even strangers. None of them perfect, and we couldn’t expect them to be. You can’t make any one person your world. The trick was to take what each could give you and build your world from it.”

—	Sarah Dessen

Hey soul sister,

2010-01-19T17:52:00.001+08:00

If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days, you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.

"Today, I set my alarm to a baby’s cry. When it went off during my lecture class, the boy sitting next to me immediately opened his backpack and said “sshh, it’s okay lil guy, daddy loves you” The looks were priceless and I think I’m a little bit in love. MLIA"

Picnic~

2010-01-18T21:49:00.004+08:00

“Giving up doesn’t always mean you are weak. Sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.”

& I didn't know where to start

2010-01-17T22:33:00.003+08:00

omg I want this!!

Sigh really unproductive weekend! Zonals on Wednesday!

We're gonna make history, yea babeh!

I'm gonna print my physics and see what last minute things I have to do

& then I'm gonna sleeeep!

In advance;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALINA

2010-01-16T23:56:00.001+08:00

this picture reminds me of chem, not scrabble!! This sucks):

2010-01-16T18:44:00.003+08:00

I know I'm posting like alot but I'm like deprived HAHAHA.

2010-01-16T16:39:00.001+08:00

Omg the houses are so pretty right right right HAHA. I want my house to look like that!!!!!

2010-01-13T22:07:00.001+08:00

Alvin & the Chipmunks with Geraldine today. Was late HAHA. as usually.

I think school passed by really quickly this week. but I still have like ONE holiday homework HAHAH. Holiday homework, I would like to emphasis that sigh.

Siannnnn, okay I'm gonna sleep early today. hahah. Goodnight.

Nope, I'm not gonna do my gong han & yep I'm talking to myself.

2010-01-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

“Heroes didn’t leap tall buildings or stop bullets with an outstretched hand; they didn’t wear boots or capes. They bled, and they bruised, and their superpowers were as simple as listening or loving. Heroes were ordinary people who knew that even if their own lives were impossibly knotted, they could untangle someone else’s. And maybe that one act could lead someone to rescue you right back.”

—	Second Glance, Jodi Picoult

& I wanna fall in love with you again~

2010-01-10T21:39:00.002+08:00

I love my team forever and ever and ever!!!

Why is Friday so close to Monday but Monday so far from Friday.

I can't wait for next Friday to come!!!

& I'm removing my lovely braces on Tuesday sigh!

My sunburn is so painful & can't wait for morning run tomorrow.

Can't believe it's Monday again sigh. I'm so unprepared like seriously):

I only look forward to the end of school and trainings, every.single.day.

SIGH. HERE COMES MONDAY!

Bye guys see you a week later~

two is better than one

2010-01-09T22:09:00.003+08:00

THIS IS HOW I REACT WHEN I SEE MY BED EVERYNIGHT HAHAHAHAHA.

I'm so sleep deprived + speech deprived + movie deprived, but totally not deprived of homework. Please please please give me lesser homework);

I'm already dead lor!!!

Anyway campfire was totally cool. My throat hurts and Aqilah has this seductive voice HAHA.

Went to Macs with Geraldine & Aqilah!

Haven't laughed so hard in such a long time (inside joke) HAHA.

need to scan it omg!! & keep it for............... what's that called?! memories?! HAHA.

We should do this kinda thing again!!!!! Although I had a netball + amath + emath txtbook + tablet with me & my hand was totally breaking!!!

Talked and talked and laughed and laughed until I ended up reaching home @ 11 plus.

Slept around 12?

TODAY, I woke up 45 minutes after my alarm rang. Which was 6. & I left the house in 15 minutes. Am I cool or what! Dad sent me & I was the first to reach the bus stop! Missed one bus and ms li was chasing us in a taxi HAHA. okay not really chasing la but wtv!

ANYWAY STRAIGHT TO THE POINT, CARNIVAL WAS FABULOUS I'M SO PROUD OF OUR TEAM YAYYYYYYYYY. LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH. We improved so much from the first game @ 815 to the last game @ 4.... something. I'm so sure we can do much more than this! Zonals are so so so soon, but we can do it!!!!!! Fixtures coming out soon!

wow that's me right now HAHA. bye~

2010-01-06T20:30:00.002+08:00

I need time, lots and lots of time. School is really tiring ):

It's only like, the 3rd day of sec3 life and I feel like i'm about 100 years older already.

I have a whole list of things waiting for me to do. But I can't decide which one to do first so i'm like wasting alot of time now???

Have been missing lessons the last 3 days. Finally gonna be in class for ALL my lessons tomorrow and Friday. I'm not sure how to feel about that, sigh. & my first test is tomorrow everybody yayyyy.

I really miss 2g3. Like really reallllyyyy. We were always so noisy during lessons but still listened like duh. We had all those mini picnics and running up to class for ms ang's lessons after recess. & we could laugh whenever you feel like it. Now I feel so.. laughless already. Actually, i'm pretty much lifeless sigh:/ I need a life now. I'm like reaching home so late everyday???? At least after 5. Which is late on an everyday basis. I look forward to every single training everyday!! There's training tomorrow, i'm so thankful for that sigh!

Okay I have to go and be a good kid now);